It might be doo doo....

convincing yourself to forget every single feeling you have for someone is worse than death. to know that my feelings mean nothing anymore despite what they’ve meant in the past is really shitty. is is possible to just forget everything and move on like that? and why does the other person always seem so eager to make the decision to do this? all it does is convince me that maybe they never even really cared in the first place, and just used you. i would love for that not to be true, but the more you look into things, the more things become clearer and clearer to a point where there’s no other explanation but that one. i dont know why people are so shitty, but i know that i cant let that stop me from being who i am. i think the best quote for this is “the way people treat you is their karma, but how you react is yours.”  and i think this effectively sums it up. we’re all gonna get hurt in life by people that we care about, and sometimes thats just how it goes. but you cant let their reason for doing so keep you from being the best person you can be. be the bigger person, ALWAYS. no matter what happens. it’s gonna kill you to do it, but that is what separates you from the person that wronged you in the past.